Basically just cried my way out of a punishment/lie. I’m awesommmme.

I am desperate to feel something because right now I don’t feel anything.

It’s really hard, sometimes living a life you don’t want to. Sometimes I feel powerless. I sometimes wish that everything was up to me because then life wouldn’t be so difficult. It just plain fucking sucks.

You sicken me. How on earth could somebody cheat on their spouse? If you were my father I’d never speak to you again and I’d probably hit you.

Usually you can talk to him about this kind of stuff… but nope.